Burning down around Me

Yes, Florida is basically burning down around me. It smells horrible outside. Just another reason for me to hate this place. And of course it's making me extra moody with my little ones. Last night I spent 4 hours trying to find the most up to date info on the fires and my children wanted me to pay attention to them. The nerve! I was trying to make sure their grandparent's house wasn't burning down, and they wanted to hang on my leg. Plus, to make matters worse, earlier in the day, some old woman at work felt the need to grab my arm. Thanks a lot! That made an anxiety attack appear, which then made my hives show up. And it was really hot! What is going on with the world? Oh, and if you didn't know, I have an extreme fear of old people, which is why I had an anxiety attack. It's a real fear. It's called Gerontophobia, which was one of my words over there----->on the right side of the page :) okay then, I suppose I should check for any updates AGAIN....when can I move out of this hell hole?!