my little people

my princess
my prince, trying so hard not to smile :)
what a stud!
sibling love
my little love bugs

Here are some of my newest pics of my little people. I know, I have way too much time on my hands :)

the fires

They are pretty much done now, but here's what I got to look at for a few days.....

Burning down around Me

Yes, Florida is basically burning down around me. It smells horrible outside. Just another reason for me to hate this place. And of course it's making me extra moody with my little ones. Last night I spent 4 hours trying to find the most up to date info on the fires and my children wanted me to pay attention to them. The nerve! I was trying to make sure their grandparent's house wasn't burning down, and they wanted to hang on my leg. Plus, to make matters worse, earlier in the day, some old woman at work felt the need to grab my arm. Thanks a lot! That made an anxiety attack appear, which then made my hives show up. And it was really hot! What is going on with the world? Oh, and if you didn't know, I have an extreme fear of old people, which is why I had an anxiety attack. It's a real fear. It's called Gerontophobia, which was one of my words over there----->on the right side of the page :) okay then, I suppose I should check for any updates AGAIN....when can I move out of this hell hole?!

Restless

I have been feeling so restless lately. It's ridiculous. I went to a friend's wedding, and another friend in california just got engaged and I'm sitting here in a state that I hate, not married, not engaged...just sitting. I feel like my life is going nowhere. I don't have a passport, I've never gone anywhere exciting. I don't do anything. All my real passions play a little part in my life. I used to sing, write, act, draw, play piano.... I used to do so much. I feel like I'm settling. I don't think it's fair to my man, but I keep wondering if he's the one I'm supposed to spend the rest of my life with. I love him to death, but shouldn't my soul mate want to keep life exciting and help me do the things that I want to do in life? He wants to have a lot of money to move, and a lot of money to get married. Why? We've always had a picture perfect relationship, and now I feel like I'm making it fall apart with all my negative thoughts. In my weird distorted mind, he should have moved me somewhere new the first time I mentioned it. He should want to marry me regardless of how much money there is for the wedding. He should understand that when I say I want passionate kisses, I WANT PASSIONATE KISSES!!!! I don't want to settle. But how do I know? What if he is my perfect match, but I'm too busy wondering if he's not? I am a basketcase! Why can't I just be happy?

I'm so restless.......

My little outing

The rest of my Colorado trip

My little angel posing pretty.














And here she is posing a little more.














Apparently this muffin was delicious.















Here is the gang- that's my brother Joe and his girlfriend Kathy.













They are great goofballs :)

Here is the fabulous bride and me.