Wednesday, April 9, 2008

What the Heck?!

Why is is that when I want to go for a walk and be productive, maybe lose a little weight....there are storm clouds? And then I get upset, so instead of working out inside, I get on the computer. What a joke! Why do women do this? We complain about being overweight and needing to lose a few pounds (way more than a few), but then we do nothing to rectify the situation. My reasoning is that I plan on having more kids anyways, so why put all the effort into it now, when I can do it all later. I am such a little whiner. I'm always going to be unhappy if I keep up this attitude.
Another thing, do any of you wonder if your real soul mate is out there somewhere? I do this all the time! Why? I love my man and my family, but I'm always thinking that my true soul mate, the one who will rock my world in every sense, is out there somewhere waiting for me. Am I missing out on real true love? How do we know the one we are with is who we were meant to be with? I'm a hopeless romantic deep down, that's why I have all these ISSUES. Why can't I just be happy with what I have? My life is awesome compared to some people's lives. I need to accept that and stop complaining about everything. Stop wondering what else is out there....
what the heck is wrong with me?

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